Our new normal looks a whole lot different than our 3 weeks ago normal. But honestly, it's the best normal we've ever known. Thank you Lord for this glorious gift.
I'm glad Neil made it to the room in time, I'm glad I listened to my heart and went in Friday morning, I'm glad they were operating when her heart beat dropped out so they could get to her ASAP, I am just truly thankful. She's perfect. And we are so in love.
Guilt sucks. Because it creeps in so slowly and steadily, sometimes you don't even notice. Peace is awesome. Because it overwhelms your heart and calms your every thought.
I am at risk for pre-term labour. Which I guess will feel different than a normal 'on time' labour, so I have a list of things to be on the look out for. I have begun the dilating process, and because I am only 30 weeks, obviously we don't want the baby to come out anytime soon!
We have had our next ultrasound and are excited to say that things are looking GREAT! Baby is a whopping 502 grams, the baby is still in breech position but everything looks healthy. Oh and it's a ...
As people commented on my FB and IG posts things that have been said to them, my heart sank for a lot of these women. Pregnancy is an incredible time in your life. Some people love it, and others really don't. Adopting is a hard process and so rewarding. Fostering takes your whole heart and soul and strength. PLEASE, friends, be careful what you say to us new moms of all kinds!
When the Devil tries to tear you down, you have 2 options, my friends. 1) Let him destroy you or 2) Let God destroy him. You always get to choose what attitude you are going to have in a situation. Let it pick at you and make you grumpy towards the world, or see what you can learn from it, what can you be thankful for, and not let him get into your mind.
Neil always knew he wanted to be a Father. Within the first few weeks of dating, he had told me that if I didn't want kids we shouldn't be together because he was going to be a Dad... and a good one.
We both come from families of divorce which can make life interesting. With broken backgrounds and unhealthy relationships to look up to, it's hard to find the 'right' path or steps to take to make sure we stay together. Not only stay together but stay loving each other! So we work at it.
One of the first questions people will ask you about being pregnant is "how are you feeling?" To which I always want to respond "in regards to what?". I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS YOU HAVE TO NARROW IT DOWN! - seriously.